Life's Achievement..

Move on and Let go. It hurts but it’s true. Forgetting the feelings that you have for someone is one of the most difficult things in life. For the greatest battles are not fought in the most dangerous battlefields but in the heart.

I’m once get hurt by the person I love. I thought he is destined for me but he’s not. At first I’m happy to have him but as time goes by I realized something. He doesn’t deserve of my love. For one and a half years of our relationship I only just remember a few times that I’m happy. He is too arrogant; he wants to manipulate my life, which I really don’t like. Because of that, I left him. I do regret because I choose him.

Way back before there was this guy who really loves me. He is willing to wait for me. He is two years younger than me. That time I’m confused. I love them both but I had to choose one. The biggest mistake I made was when I choose the one who make my life uneasy. I’m so damn crazy that time. It’s too late that I realized that the other guy means a lot to me. I’m really afraid to betray him because he will do everything to make my life miserable. I’m so weak. I didn’t fight for what is right. I allow him to manipulate my life, which in the end makes me feel unstable. He wont let me go that’s why I decided to get out of his life without his approval. I just want to be free.

Now that he’s gone in my life, I’m indeed so happy. There comes a new relationship with the guy who truly loves and respects me. I thank him for being so patient and determined enough to win me back. He longed to have me for about a year and a half. He always makes me smile. He treated me as a princess even though he’s far away from me now. He really cares for me. He really loves me.

Moving on is not quite easy but we have to set aside the past and face the future. The pain is still there but in a long run it will totally vanished.