Life's Achievement..

It’s been 3 weeks since he left me. Those days without him seem to be the excruciating days of my life. I thought he will not leave me but he did. He went to Japan to study. He had a scholarship grant in Tokyo University. I was then shocked when he emailed me saying he’s in Japan. A month ago he said that he passed the scholarship but he had no plans to take it because of me. Before he leaves, I was angry with him because he never texted nor call me. Not knowing, that day was his flight. I called him. I yelled at him. He keeps on saying that he loves me and that he will miss me. I was then crying that time. He said that they will be having a retreat and he will be back the day after tomorrow. He lied. There’s no retreat after all. I was damned hurt because he never says anything to me. If only I know that he will be leaving, I would make his last days with me so memorable and happy even though we’ll miss each other for a long time.

Now that he’s far away from me, I don’t know how to start the day without him. Before as I woke up, he’s the one that puts a smile on my face. He brightens my day. Now, my day is always dull. I love him so much. Sooner or later, I’ll accept the fact that he’s now a miles away from me. Well the communication is still there but it’s really different when he’s here. He had this promise that he will never replace me. I hope that promise will last.