Monday, July 21, 2008
June 2005, I was officially enrolled at University of Southeastern Philippines as a freshmen student of the Institute of Computing, taking up Bachelor of Science in Information Technology. As I read the prospectus of the course, I'm really amazed of all the subjects we will tackle for four years. I said to myself, "Makasunggo man ni ui, takig kaayo ang mga subject!". But then I'm so eager enough to pursue what I've started. "Kailangan ko panindigan ang pagiging IT student since I chose it and I'm starting to love it".
When I was in first year, the decision I really regret until now is that when we drop the subject Computer Programming 1 for a reasons that we cannot able to understand the subject, we don't know how to make programs,we don't have computers at home and that we are pressured by other subjects that also takes place that time. We are so damn crazy that time. How I wish I could turn back the time. If I able to comply all the subjects from the past three years, by March I will graduate. Now even though I stayed for four years in this institution, I'm still considered as a third year student as well as next year. Probably, I will take BSIT for six years and I will graduate hopefully in year 2010. I'ts quite shameful on my part because all my batch mates way back in high school will graduate on time and that I'm left behind.
At night before I sleep, i keep on thinking about the current situation of my studies. I cannot put the blame to my professors that has a power to terminate us. It was really my mistake since I didn't show the best of me. I didn't come out to my shell and show much effort to study harder. I sometimes think that I have to transfer to other school like what my other classmates do in order to graduate as soon as possible. That is one of the reason why I work in order to have some money for all the fees if ever I will transfer. But then I come to realized that I have to continue what I've started even though I will stay for about six years in my school. I have to study harder so that I will not fail. The things I've learned inside the classroom and outside the school premises will help me to become a competitive individual in my future work.
When I was in first year, the decision I really regret until now is that when we drop the subject Computer Programming 1 for a reasons that we cannot able to understand the subject, we don't know how to make programs,we don't have computers at home and that we are pressured by other subjects that also takes place that time. We are so damn crazy that time. How I wish I could turn back the time. If I able to comply all the subjects from the past three years, by March I will graduate. Now even though I stayed for four years in this institution, I'm still considered as a third year student as well as next year. Probably, I will take BSIT for six years and I will graduate hopefully in year 2010. I'ts quite shameful on my part because all my batch mates way back in high school will graduate on time and that I'm left behind.
At night before I sleep, i keep on thinking about the current situation of my studies. I cannot put the blame to my professors that has a power to terminate us. It was really my mistake since I didn't show the best of me. I didn't come out to my shell and show much effort to study harder. I sometimes think that I have to transfer to other school like what my other classmates do in order to graduate as soon as possible. That is one of the reason why I work in order to have some money for all the fees if ever I will transfer. But then I come to realized that I have to continue what I've started even though I will stay for about six years in my school. I have to study harder so that I will not fail. The things I've learned inside the classroom and outside the school premises will help me to become a competitive individual in my future work.
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let's pursue our dreams...
we can graduate soon!!!
hope that we will no longer have a failing grade